Takuto.
What are you doing?
What? We planned for this.
- Did you forget? - No.
I can tell you forgot.
Sorry, sorry.
- So you did forget. - Yeah. I'm really sorry.
You are late. I left a message on your phone.
I'm sorry.
I actually saw Megu-chan and Shige-senpai the other day.
As long as you are okay with it, they said Megu-chan could come here and help you.
Yeah, she came here several times.
Megu-chan did?
I see.
But she won't come anymore.
Why not?
Starting today, she will be living with Shige-senpai.
Megu will start her new life.
I see.
But she came here for you.
I wonder how much we can clean up by the end of today.
What's wrong?
I'm sorry.
I can't live with you.
What? What happened?
Do you want to drink some coffee?
Where did I put it?
I don't know where it went.
Do you want to go out?
I'm sorry.
What? Why?
It could be that we rushed into moving in together.
What?
Until Megumi-chan finds closure, I will wait.
Megumi, what is going on?
I will put it here.
I'm sorry.
Well, good bye.
[I want to hold Megu.]
Good morning.
I didn't come here to pressure you to live with me.
This is my routine.
It's okay, right? Let's go.
This morning, I ate a cream-stuffed pastry that I bought yesterday...
The third is Watanabe-san, with 495 thousand yen.
And there are more customers who saw the advertisement coming into the store.
I'm impressed that your colleagues were this understanding.
I'm very grateful to them.
I'm hoping to work there as long as possible.
When I work I feel like I'm connected to society.
I would like to look at it too.
- What? - The advertisement.
- It will make you want to buy something. - Ah, no, I won't buy anything.
The manager and I think there won't be any job left for me when I can't use the mouse.
I have to think about going back home in Yamanashi when I quit my job.
Rikuto.
- Good evening. - Good evening.
I left home because all they say is 'go back to school.'
- Did you tell them about this? - I'm sure they know.
I don't have anywhere else to go since I have no friends.
Hey, can I look at that?
Sure.
- Here. - Thanks.
[Clinical Anatomy] He says he can't go back to medical school.
Mitsuhiro's younger son also got into medical school.
Both of his sons are in medical schools.
His wife is very down-to-earth.
I did my best too.
Maybe your way of raising them was wrong.
I raised them with care.
But you didn't do anything.
- I have to get up early tomorrow. - We haven't finished yet.
Arguing over this doesn't lead to any solution.
You should do something about Rikuto.
- Rikuto, one more time. - Okay.
Ready?
Pretty good.
Oh, be quiet.
Ah, excuse me.
[Shige-senpai]
Yes.
How is playing soccer?
It's fun.
I think I'm pretty good at it.
I'm sure you are.
The day I was kicking a ball with my own two feet has become a distant past.
Do you think there is something that won't become a distant past?
Everything is a distant past to me.
Because I got used to being unable to do anything.
Oh, does Megumi go to your place?
Not anymore.
My brother is living with me again and helping me.
I see.
It's cold.
What do you like about Mamo-chan?
When did I say I like him?
I know without you telling me.
How about you, Megumi? How's life living together?
We aren't living together.
I knew it.
What?
You are cheerful for no reason and you aren't wearing your ring.
I heard from Mamo-chan.
That you went to Takuto-kun's house to help him.
Something happened, didn't it?
Nothing happened.
I know without you telling me.
After all, I want to marry a man that I love the most...
rather than the one second to best.
Hey, what's this?
Something is inside.
Don't look.
- I'm curious. - Stop it. Just leave it there.
Okay.
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[The Hours Of My Life]
[Neuron]
Yes.
Are you reading that again?
Yeah.
Is it interesting?
I keep reading it since there are many things written about the body.
So... what's up?
You have company. It's Hongo-san.
Megu?
No.
Ah... I'm sorry for coming without asking you first.
No, please come in.
Ah, please have a seat.
Thank you.
I heard you like fried chicken. So I just made some.
Please have some.
Thank you very much.
I'm sorry.
For what?
You once came to my house when Megumi wasn't home.
At that time I had no idea you were suffering from disease.
I'm sure you didn't.
I'm okay. I'm doing well.
I'm glad to see your face.
Well, has Megumi been coming here lately?
No.
I see.
Did something happen to Megumi-san?
No, nothing happened to her, but...
Shige-senpai asked me the same thing.
As a matter of fact, Megumi is not living with Shigeyuki-san.
What?
On moving day, she said she couldn't live with him.
Why did you become a care worker?
I've been thinking about that lately.
I was destined to become one.
That's what I think.
[From Takuto] Can I talk to you in person?
I understand.
When should we meet?
Excuse me. Excuse me.
Excuse me.
I'm so sorry.
Don't worry.
It's getting harder for me to go to the bathroom by myself.
I don't know if I can continue working.
What if we help you? Do you think it will work?
No, I can't ask you to...
help me with this.
I'll make some yakisoba noodles.
Do you know how?
There are instructions on the package.
Hey, can you help me with changing my clothes first?
- Changing your clothes? - Just my pants.
Yes.
- This is Hongo. - Yes.
Wait, can you take me to my room first?
- Why? - Can you just do it?
- Good evening. - Good evening.
Come in.
Sorry for making you wait.
It's okay.
- Rikuto, I'm sorry, but... - I know.
I'll go buy some juice.
What?
Juice.
I'm sorry to ask you to come.
No problem.
I thought we should meet outside, but...
Actually your mom came here.
And not so long ago, Shige-senpai came to see me too.
I heard you two are not living together.
Why don't you start living together soon?
Why didn't you tell me at that time?
Huh?
You didn't tell me about your disease when we broke up.
Nothing would have changed even if I had told you.
We wouldn't have broken up.
We would have.
Why is that?
I can't protect anyone.
What do you mean by 'protect?'
I'm sure you know.
I won't be able to work soon.
And I won't be able to do other things either.
That's not the right reason to break up with me.
Huh?
I want to be with you, Takuto.
That's because you found out about my disease.
- You can't let people suffer. - That's not it.
Sickness can't be the reason to break up.
You know what?
There are so many men in this world.
I don't need other men.
You are just assuming that.
That's you, Takuto.
You are assuming that we have to break up because you are sick.
I think you are misunderstanding. I didn't break up because I cared about you.
The only person I want to be with is you.
How about you, Takuto?
How did you feel when you saw me after all this time?
I don't care about that anymore.
I'm doing whatever I can to just live.
It's like I'm living to keep living.
That's all I've got.
I can't be helpful to anyone.
I can't do anything for anyone.
All you have to do is be with me.
You are just saying that.
You too, Takuto.
You're enduring this alone, taking all the burden and living without causing anyone trouble.
But can you say that you are living in the present?
This disease took away many things from you, but how about your feelings, Takuto?
Your feelings are yours, don't you think?
You are hiding your true feelings and not telling people what you want to say.
Don't tell me that you are living in the present if you aren't.
Please leave.
See? I'm right.
Don't come back again. Leave!
I'm leaving.
Okay, let's wrap up the meeting. Thank you very much.
- Thank you very much. - Thank you very much.
Store manager, about what we discussed the other day...
- At the end of this month... - Store manager.
The advertisement job... he doesn't have to come here to do it.
Do you think he can do it at home?
That way, we don't have to carry his wheelchair, right?
Looks like we have more customers thanks to the advertisement.
Keep up the good work.
Thank you very much.
Thank you for your support even from now on.
Thank you very much.
Here you go.
I don't want anymore.
Is something wrong?
I don't even know what I'm eating.
I can't call this a meal.
Rather than eating nutritionally rich food...
even if it's dangerous I want to eat a real meal.
Otherwise... I would rather die.
When you were caring for Dad...
was it difficult to deal with his anxiety and irritation?
What is this all of a sudden?
Nothing.
Was it difficult?
It was.
But you are happy that you stayed with Dad, right?
Hey, Megumi.
Wait, Megumi?
All right.
I'll have some food.
Yes.
It's Megumi.
The place got clean, didn't it?
Yeah.
But it's too big for one person.
Why don't you sit down?
Shigeyuki-san.
I can't live with you.
Are you saying we should put off our marriage?
I'm sorry.
I can't continue this anymore.
I feel like we are breaking up.
- I'm sorry. - I don't need to hear 'I'm sorry' anymore.
Please tell me the reason, otherwise...
I don't know what to do.
I'm in love with someone.
I'm sorry.
I understand.
You should stay with him until you are satisfied.
I will be waiting for you.
What?
You are not getting married to the person, are you?
You don't know how long you will be able to stay with the person, do you?
- How long the person will live... - Please stop.
Why does it have to be him?
- I'm really sorry. - I said I don't need to hear 'I'm sorry.'
Thank you for everything.
I understand.
I will hold on to this for you.
But I will never give up on you, Megumi-chan.
I'm sorry.
Rikuto.
Mom says she is coming today.
Hello, a delivery from Humming Coffee. It's lukewarm just for you, Takuto.
Oh, thank you.
- Hina-chan, please. - Yes.
You are working from home, huh?
I'm so thankful.
Even though you are at home you have a place in your company.
I go to my office everyday, but I'm not sure if I have a place there.
What do you mean?
Ah, thank you.
All the ideas I come up with get rejected.
All my bosses tell me to come up with new ideas but don't want to take the risk.
But I don't have the passion to convince them either.
And I get frustrated with myself for being like that.
That happens all the time.
- Hina-chan listens to your complaints? - Not at all.
I have to listen to hers all the time.
I can't help it.
Because there are so many things that I can only tell to Mamo-chan.
You are right, but once in a while, I wish you'd listen to what I have to say.
Right?
- You two are going out, right? - No.
What?
Oh, Mom.
- Hello. - Hello.
I went to the same college as him. My name is Murayama Hina.
Please stay as long as you'd like.
- No, we are about to leave. - Right.
- See you soon. - Thank you for the coffee.
Here.
- Thank you for having us. - Thank you for having us.
What are you doing?
Work.
I'm not going to the office anymore. They let me work from home.
The commute was difficult for you.
Yeah.
Ah, this is the latest one I made.
They have been so nice to you, letting you work from home.
Yeah.
- Mom, I'm sorry but can you call Rikuto? - Sure.
Riku-chan.
Riku-chan wasn't there.
What? He was there not too long ago.
Mom.
Hmm?
Can you help me with going to the bathroom?
Sure.
While I'm standing up, can you pull my pants down and let me sit on the seat?
Yes.
- Are you okay? - Yeah.
Thank you.
Sure.
Ah... welcome home.
Welcome home.
I'm home.
Mom, can we talk?
Finally you are going to talk to me.
I haven't decided anything about what I'm going to do in the future.
But I want to decide it on my own.
- Riku-chan, you're still saying stuff like that? - Please.
Mom, I'm begging you...
please get out of my life.
Please.
Mom.
Hmm?
Do you know what Rikuto's favorite food is?
Fried chicken, right?
No, you are wrong.
Rikuto knew that was what you thought, so he pretended to like them.
Because he wanted to see you happy.
The reason why he worked so hard to get into medical school is...
because you praised him, I think... saying he did a great job.
I was envious of him because he was always praised.
Although it wasn't the college that you wanted me to go to...
Although you didn't recognize the name of my company...
Although I wasn't a good child from your perspective...
Although I can't do many things because I got sick...
I've always...
wanted you to...
recognize me.
'Please recognize me...'
I cried many times in my heart.
There were so many things I wanted to tell you, Mom.
'It's me who likes fried chicken.'
When I found out about my disease...
I didn't know what to do and I was all messed up...
I said 'help me.'
When I was alone at night, I said, 'I'm too scared.'
Why didn't you notice that?
Why didn't you?
Why didn't you pay attention to me?
I was desperate too.
I wanted to be recognized as an excellent wife.
I felt that I had to give birth to a boy and raise him to become a doctor.
Why did this happen?
I'm sorry.
[I was able to tell Mom what I've been wanting to tell her.]
Thank you for the food.
- Riku-chan. - What is it?
What is your favorite?
What?
Food.
Stir-fried green pepper steak.
I see.
Yeah.
It's a hamburger steak.
Here you go.
You deceived me.
It's like pureed food. Very smooth.
Can I have some more?
Yes.
What are you doing?
I was waiting for you, Megu.
Well...
When I saw you last time...
I had peed in my pants at work.
That's who I am...
Are you sure I can be with you?
It has to be you, Takuto.
Megu.
Please stay next to me.
Yes.
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Today I brought someone very precious to me.
I will never see you two again.
I don't want to leave you, Takuto.
I want to spend every second with you.
Megu, I found my new goal.
Will you marry me?
- I will marry you. - Yes! Yes!
We should stop pressing the life that we want on him.
From now on, the only way to live is being on a ventilator.
How many times do I have to prepare for this?
We both want to stay together.